Last class with Sir Fazli.

Oky did not realize aku just tulis title tpi tadk entry. Haih.
So asslmualaikum gais.
Im currently struggling for the final exam. So nak flashback last class with Dr fazli. Or Sir Fazli. Kalau sesapa yg dh read entry aku yang lepas, you would know siapa dia. What makes him special enough to be in my entry ahhhaa.
10 minutes before the class end, sir pesan a lot of thing. One of the things is that, 'saya tak mintak banyak kat kamu. Kalau kamu jadi org yg berjaya ke kamu jadi perdana menteri ke, tolong jaga solat kamu. Sebab solat tu penghubung antra kamu dengan Dia'. Dia tk kata tknk sentuh pasl puasa ke ap smua, dia cuma nk remind pasal solat je. Allahu :')
And mcm yg dia selalu cakap, dah tiba masa untuk be serious and jangn spend masa untuk benda benda yang tak sepatutnya. Benda benda yang tak berfaedah.
Lastly, he talked about jodoh. Hahaha this is the highlight though. Nahh kidding. Sir ckp, 'dalam kelas ni shj kamu dah boleh tengok realiti sebenr dekt luar sna di mana lelaki sangat sedikit. Jadi, kalau kamu rasa dah jumpa lelaki yg kamu rasa baik, yang jaga solat, kamu approach je dia dulu. Buat first step. Skrng ni dunia dah tak pakai pmikirn di mna lelaki je yg perlu approach prmpuan dulu'. Awwhh sir hhaha. And sir ad ckp, yg sir pesan kt anak dia 'nnti kalau ad student abah yg baik, abh khwinkan kamu dengan dia, kamu nak?'. Hahahah and the most touching part is that 'takkanlh ayah kamu nak biarkan anak dia yang dia pelihara, jaga betul betul sampai besar bagi dekt lelaki yang kaki pukul, yang tk reti mnghrgai wnita. Memng tak lah'. He reminds me a lot to my father though. :'').
I think thats it. Pray for my final paper. Paper Sir Fazli which is Organic Chemistry tomorrow. Fuhhhh asslmualaikum

Perkad

Now currently tengah berlansung perkad(pertandingan kawad kaki antara kompeni). And mcm biasa di mana mana majlis pun, confirm bosan tunggu majlis pnutup. With raptai and stuff. And with the thought of kau boleh stadi and gosok baju instead of waiting ceni. Tapi enthlah, i do know that this will be one of the memories time degree. Since kesatria ni cuma satu sem je (the speciality though. Lol)

Kesatria.

Assalamualaikum haii
When it comes to enter university, mesti smua cm curious pasal extracurricular kt sini and stuff en en. So, aku just nak share pasal Kesatria Negara. Mostly orang pilih kesatria ni sebab koko ni satu sem je. Kalau lain mcm kesatria brassband ke kembara ke, palapes ke, suksis ke and etc tu dia kena extend sampai 3 sem if im not mistaken. Takleh tukr.
So aku plih tu solely sebab speciality satu sem tu je hahahaa. And basically kau akn blja kawad je. Cuma akn ad a few weeks yg kau buat prtolngn cems, ikhtiar hidup and stuff. And akan ad ujian. Tpi lek je. Kau behave, then mrkah kau oky.
Reason aku tulis ni sebab aku just nak cite pasl jurulatih aku. First meeting dy memng lawak, so kiteorg rasa mcm bad feeling. Tkut dy fun time tu je tpi nnti time kt pdng kawad, dy tukr jadi singa. Hahahaa thank God kiteorg salah. Sebab time kawad every week, dy memang sngt sempoi. Sempoi bukanlah dia tk mngajar ke ap tpi the way dia mengjr tu buat aku rasa tak terseksa nak  trun koko.
Know what the fun part is? Dia sama course dengan aku. Hahahaa applied chem babeh. Cuma dia dh grad half decade yg leps and now krja dlm bidng yg lari dri chemistry. He is a wise man wlaupun kekdng language dia inappropriate skit hahaha. Whatever things that he said, pasl what we should do dlm dunia yg smkin competitive sngt useful. Dia selalu pesan, you should be someone yang distinct. Someone yg bukan tunggu utk disuap. Instead, kau sndri kena pegi cari whatever ilmu yg kau nak. Kau kena pegi survive and explore sendiri. Bukan jadi ulat buku semata.
Idk why tpi aku rasa eksaited dpt jumpa a man yang sama course ngn aku tpi dh grad lama. Slowly i started to see the reason why aku ditakdirkn untuk datang sini instead of going to other university.
Nama jurulatih tu : Encik Azahari
Consider yourself lucky kalau dpt dia as jurulatih korang nanti 👍👍👍
Thats it, bai have a fun day, Asslamualaikum.

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Final

Final is around the cornerrr. And yeah. As uitm student, kau kena terima hakikat yang akn ada masa masa trtentu study week kau serentak dengan hari raya. Yeah. Meh. Aku kena next sem nanti lol.
Nothing much to say actually. This is just me, wasting my time typing instead of studying. I just can't wait utk dpt soalan dari hadik hadik tentang applied chem. It will be such a great pleasure to answer your curiousity. Since aku baru part 1. And part 1 tak busy mana pun. Busy ke aeon ada lah lol.
Thats it. Gotta study. Doakan aku! Assalamualaikum

Life Lesson Sir Fazli

He is my organic chem lecturer. Serius talk belajar dengan dia memng best. Best not in the way dia delivers lecture ke ap, tpi content lecture dia tu. He's not just focusing on the syllabus tapi tiap kli kelas mesti ada additional knowledge pasal whats actually goin on dlm chemistry dalam dunia. The latest research and stuff. Pasl grafin pemende smua. And as typical as student nowadays, aku jenis yang lack in that kind of knowledge. Aku bukan jenis yang reti(baca:rajin) utk search for that kind of thing. But he really open up my eyes for me to aware kalau kau nak depending on what kau blja dalam kels je which mean ap yg ad dalam syllabus kau je, sorry to say but you are goin nowhere.
I still remembered dy pernah cakap, 'kalau nak dibandingkan dari segi syllabus, syllabus uitm yang paling basic. Kira kalau dalam interview, in term of theory memng kamu akan kalah. Thats why kamu kena ad additional values. Kamu kena tahu pasl latest research. Kena selalu search pasl skop kerja. And kdng kdng kamu kena invest duit kamu untuk pergi mana mana kursus berbayar yang later on akan jadi benefit untuk kamu'. Dia memng buat aku sedar all this while aku terlalu duduk dlam comfort zone. Nak senang je. Taknak sush. Bila dia ckp mcm tu, aku start rasa goyah. Start rasa menyesal why on earth aku tk choose utk further um. But later on i realized, kalau aku msuk um, aku takkan jumpa sir. And aku tak akn realize pun benda benda macam ni. So im not regretting my decision. Seriously.
Dalam another lecture dia ad ckp, 'saya tak kisah kamu nak amik ap, nak plih course ap. Tpi whatever yang kamu pilih, be at the very best. Kalau kamu decide plih chemistry then be the best chemist. Kamu plih nak amik art, then be at your best'. Teary eyes weh time dia cakap tu. Sebab aku ad baca somewhere, lagi bagus kau ceburi satu bidang and kau mmg ace bidang tu rather than kau ceburi banyak bidang tapi dalam semua bidang tu kau average je.
So, tu je kut for now. Assalamualaikum.

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Bachelor Science (Hons) Applied Chemistry Uitm Shah Alam

So, i want to start fresh. I will make this blog useful. (Lets hope so)
I am currently pursuing my degree in Bachelor Science (Hons) Applied Chemistry in Uitm Shah Alam. #fsgpadu #acespadu (tetibe en) Although baru sem 1(2016), aku nak share the journey of me choosing this degree. Cewahh hahha
Kalau aku sebut aku lepasan mana, confirm org tahu siapa writer blog ni hhaha. But i just don't care. Aku nak adik adik yang masih kelam ni at least know ap yg diorang bakal tempoh dalam course ni.
So aku dapat offer applied chem di uitm shah alam. And aku pun dapat offer pure chemistry di um. Har har. And you must be wondering why on earth aku plih uitm over um (if you love to stereotyping and being so typical).
Reason? I can't tell you. Hahah. So lets start with apa itu applied chem. Well, to be honest, aku still lagi tenggelam timbul apa beza pure chem dgn applied chem. Tpi i choose to believe that applied chem ni lebih hands on and involve in industrial lah kut. (plis jangan rosakkan kpercayaan aku).
Aku masuk course ni just for the sake of ni je yang aku mampu dapat dalam upu. And aku taknak masuk um. Tapi ni at first. As you go along with the classes and stuff, especially when you met with one of the lecturers, Sir Fazli who really really teach you knowledge instead of just following the syllabus, you will start to fall in love with chemistry.
Kt sini aku attach sekali dengan course outline. Kalau next batch sama lah. Kalau ada perubahan, wallahualam. Knp aku buat mcm ni? Sebab dulu aku macam nak mati buat research and cari info pasl applied chem. Sikit sangat yang share pasl ni. Mostly akn share pasl forensic. Yes it sounds awesome, i mean, forensic kut. Benda kau trbyang mesti csi hahaha tpi aku tkthu nak explain cane sebab aku tak amik course tu. But if anyone interested utk tahu pasl forensic punya course, boleh je pm aku and aku akan salurkan kepada mereka mereka yang berkaitan.
Aku cita pasl pembelajran je lah dulu eh. Kt sini tadk dh lecture asing dengan kelas tuto. Kt sini basically akan ad lecture (dalam kelas ye anak anak. Rasanya sem ke brpa enth baru akan guna dewn kuliah) and lab.    Kalau nak cite satu satu apa yang aku belaja utk tiap subjek em, mungkin tidak akan habis hahha. Tapi kalau kau jenis orang macam aku, yang memng curious pemende kau belaja tiap subjek tu sbb kau nk tahu whether or not kau ptut buat background reading notes asasi/matriks kau dulu, pm je aku. And yes my dear, kebanyakkn subjek mmg repeats ap yang kau belaja dulu. Jadi, boleh start buang karat karat di minda anda ye.
Lifestyle? Idk nk ckp lifestyle aku ni yg trbaik ke pemende. Sbb aku ad je pegang jwtn dkt kolej and fakulti. And ad je turun event kolej and fakulti. And ad je miss event kolej and fakulti. Jdi, normal lah kut hahahha. Cuma nasihat aku, for those yg duduk kolej mawar, kumpul lah kupon. Kalau rasa malas, pegang lh jwtn sbgai ktua aras or mana mana seki under jpk tertentu. Why? Sebab kau mmg akan dijamin kolej k. And kau dpt pgi dinner kolej k. And ad privilege lain k. Jdi bila nnti ad majlis amnt pngtua, akhir nnti diorng bukk first come first serve spa yg nak jdi ktua aras dll, cept cept lh bngun and voluenteer. Jangan malu. Serius cakap k. Serius.
Thats it kut for overview. Nothing much. Sebab aku pun mcm tetiba lost nak crita apa. Lol. Next time aku cite pasl Aces which is perstuan for applied chem and life lesson dari sir fazli hahaha.
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With love, assalamualaikum.

#9

I've been in the position where apa yang aku further sekarang is far away from what aku wish to pursue. Yes, its still science stream tapi it difference. A lot. And ada masa aku memang ponder, what on earth am i doin here? Ni bukan cita cita aku. Tapi aku tahu, aku tak mampu nak gapai cita cita aku. Tak layak dan tak berkemampuan. And im now currently dah 2 bulan lebih further course ni and yes kedng aku still trpkir what if aku plih uni yg lagi satu, what if itu, what if ini.
Tapi kena ingat. In whatever things that you do, Allah is the best planner. In whatever things that happened in your life, semua atas ketentuan Allah. Tadk apa yang coincidence. Tadk apa yang sia sia. If you kept saying yang kau regret, that will never change anything. Tadk ap yg berubah. Null. Zero. But if you make the best out of things yang kau dapat sekrang, you will find such an amazing hikmah behind aturan Allah ni. Tapi dengan syarat kau redha. Kau dah mampu move on.
My advice, for me and everyone yang in the same shoes as i do, keep your head held high. Jangan regret. Make the best out of evrything. Gain every knowledge that you can gain. Gain every experience semampu kau. Dan yang penting, prove to everyone, kau still mampu berjaya dalam bidang bukan cita cita kau. Prove to your parents, sedara, and far more important, yourself, that you are worth more than what your course is. So, strive for the best! Aim for 4flat! And aim for jodoh! Eh hahaha
Thats all. Thankyou. Assalamualaikum.

#8

Assalamualaikum.
I actually have an intention to write about each and every single day about my orientation week but meh. Things are hectic (read:lazy). Well, it's not really hectic because I can still whatsapp my friends and family though.
MDS sept16 is fun to sum up all together. Put aside the moment where PM mad at us for being so slow. Not in term of thinking. Don't get me wrong. It is in term of movement. Well, they have every right to get angry since once we're being so slow, the schedule would get delayed.
And of course, there are PM who are working very hard to entertain us *giggling* and I do admire the spontaneous act of BroGary and SisWani on stage. They have talent. And for mds16, they probably would not forget about the HeadMic. Hahaha, he said that he will retire from involving in next MDS. Poor the next batch though hiks.  Who else would say 'tolong solat, tolong solat, tolong solat, tolong solat, tolong solat' and 'saya akan bagitahu flow anda semua sekarang, jadi tolong dengar dan ikut flow yabg diberikan' and 'k rite'. And the gratitude also towards all the PM and facilitators who worked really hard in order to make this year of MDS succeed.
A little reminder for the next batch:
1. Please don't wear wedges or even HEELS throughout the mds. Kaki anda akan melecet. And biro SUKERO bukan kedai runcit nk bgi awk plaster bebanyak.
2. When its time for amanat Naib Cancelor, please follow the dress code. Kalau dia kata baju kurung putih, please wear one. Jangan pakai blouse putih or kemeja putih or baju kurung putih tpi ad corak corak skit. No! Kalau tak, awak akan dikuarantin dan akan di handle last sekali. Penat nk menunggu. Same goes with kain. Kain gelap = kain hitam. No biru gelap, cokelt gelp etc. And kasut. Kasut bertutup, advisely kaler hitam. Ni pesanan kalau nk urusn awk brjalan lncr on that day.
3. Jangan bangun lmbt. Jgn berkumpul lmbt. Jangn makan lmbt. Jangan jalan lmbt. Jangan kutuk PM dekat twitter.
4. Bawak air secukupnya.
5. And have fun in MDS!

#7

Assalamualaikum and hai gais.
Guess what? I've been threaten by my own mothaaaaa! This is what I got for going against her will. Isk. It is not my intention, seriously. I already took everything in consideration before I finally hit my final decision. Im sorry for letting you down. However, I do promise you mum(If Allah wills), I'll make you proud as hell later on. You can brag about me all you want to the relatives and even strangers! Hiks.

P/s: I know you want the best for me. But for now, have faith in my decision eh? InsyaAllah this is the best. And I'll strive till the end !

#6

The perk of being busy.
Currently need to settle about college things and also have another things to settle that take half of your day away.
But then,
This is the challenge.
You cannot expect your life to be so smooth.
Everything in order.
Nothing will interfere.
Just you and your life.
Let me tell you about life.
Sometimes, no matter how you organize your day, your financial, your task, theres always a matter that occured and you cannot get your hands on it.
Thats where the critical thinking of yours come in handy.
Do not let that matter ruins your day.
Take a deep breath and settle it efficiently.
Need to get back to work.
Adios.