#9

I've been in the position where apa yang aku further sekarang is far away from what aku wish to pursue. Yes, its still science stream tapi it difference. A lot. And ada masa aku memang ponder, what on earth am i doin here? Ni bukan cita cita aku. Tapi aku tahu, aku tak mampu nak gapai cita cita aku. Tak layak dan tak berkemampuan. And im now currently dah 2 bulan lebih further course ni and yes kedng aku still trpkir what if aku plih uni yg lagi satu, what if itu, what if ini.
Tapi kena ingat. In whatever things that you do, Allah is the best planner. In whatever things that happened in your life, semua atas ketentuan Allah. Tadk apa yang coincidence. Tadk apa yang sia sia. If you kept saying yang kau regret, that will never change anything. Tadk ap yg berubah. Null. Zero. But if you make the best out of things yang kau dapat sekrang, you will find such an amazing hikmah behind aturan Allah ni. Tapi dengan syarat kau redha. Kau dah mampu move on.
My advice, for me and everyone yang in the same shoes as i do, keep your head held high. Jangan regret. Make the best out of evrything. Gain every knowledge that you can gain. Gain every experience semampu kau. Dan yang penting, prove to everyone, kau still mampu berjaya dalam bidang bukan cita cita kau. Prove to your parents, sedara, and far more important, yourself, that you are worth more than what your course is. So, strive for the best! Aim for 4flat! And aim for jodoh! Eh hahaha
Thats all. Thankyou. Assalamualaikum.